熬得过去吗...?

我应该熬得过去吧?

像是活在一个自我编制的谎言下...
同时有着疑虑和相信。
相信所谓的奇迹，应该会发生。

怎么我面对着你的时候我什么也说不出
更不知该怎么开口
纵使如此，这也不怎么令我感到懊恼、伤心。
只是觉得都有些无奈。

是我不够了解你吧!
或许过了明年，我们之间会有所“转机”?

我倒还是第一次做人做到酱随便。
不上不下的...一切尽在缠绵中，却又似乎不怎么缠绵。

藕断丝连...

i'm back...

it's been long time didn't update my blog.

this recent i'm having my final exam for 2nd year of diploma.

things changed... ...

i'm still need to move on and on...

no matter how is it gonna be,

i hope i get what i want.

somehow i think, am i living in a lie that i created?

whatever it is, i'm trying to move on...

trying to approach you...

stay stronger by my own,

at least i will not get that hurt if unhappy thing happens.

there's a song that radio plays this recent...

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

But that's alright because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

That's alright because I love the way you lie

Love the way you lie

will be back here soon~ :)

time flies... ...

I'm sure that I got a lot of things I wanna post up on my blog as well as my diary.

But I just don't know what to write and where to start off at the moment sitting in front of the pc.

Feeling is a thing that very abstract and sometimes it is hard to be expressed out by simple words can tell.

To be frank, relationship is one of the things that I would like to express as well.

Well, relationship can be friendship, love and etc.

Am I going to tell the truth on my blog? I wonder...

There's a lot of songs that had made me impressed.

The most impressed was a mandarin song which sung by MayDay-Miss You Much Suddenly

突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆

突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静

最怕朋友突然的关心

最怕回忆突然翻滚

绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息

最怕此生已经决定自己过

没有你却又突然

听到你的消息

Yea...fearing the life has been determined to live by my own, without you

but hear from you suddenly...

Another song is 不屑 sung by 黄鸿升

First time that I can fully understand its lyric from the top and yea...I felt what it's like exactly what the lyric had written.

The feeling was so true~

From a complicated mind to no directionless

It could be like sucks

Feeling is just spreading according to what it wants

What I know is I seems don't really care about what you should do or should not do.

Because I knew if I care about it too much I'll get hurt indirectly.

What I know and have to do by not getting myself to be hurt again is

try not to treat it seriously

unless you make me feel that you really care about me

Time flies...

Time will heal...

But the mark will be left even though the wound is healed.

so sick of love song...