AVRIL LAVIGNE - Alice Underground (HD OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO)

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有這麼一類人…他們很傻…貌似很花心…其實很專一…
貌似很堅強…其實比誰都要脆弱…
貌似很開心…可是笑容背後的哀傷誰又能懂…


其實很多時候…這一類人都是在自我折磨…
明明很愛很愛對方…卻寧願心痛的死掉…也選擇放手…
然後轉身離開…任眼淚隨意放肆…


其實很多時候…這一類人很好懂…
他們很害怕孤單…因為一個人的時候…他們會胡思亂想…
他們會想起那個沒有結局的故事…
會想起那個模糊卻又清晰的臉龐…
因為一個人的時候…他們會覺得很沒安全感…
他們的要求總是那麼的低…只要愛著的那個人陪著他們就好…


其實很多時候…這一類人都很敏感…都很容易猜疑…
一個眼神…一個動作…都會讓他們神經兮兮一整天…
所以不要讓他們恐慌…不要讓他們傷心…如果愛他們…


其實很多時候…這一類人都在感傷…
不是他們多愁善感…只是容易觸景生情罷了…
他們喜歡用文字來刻寫他們的心情…這也是他們的一種寄托方式…


其實很多時候…這一類人都處在矛盾之中…
是繼續還是暫停…是放棄還是堅持…
看似感性的他們…卻往往於最後…總是讓理性駕馭整個思維…


其實很多時候…這一類人總是活在過去…
他們總是不經意地在現在的生活中找一些似曾相識的感覺…
雖然他們自我約定要忘記過去…可是他們忘了…過去已在腦海根深蒂固…


其實很多時候…這一類人害怕看見別人的甜蜜…
不是嫉妒…只是會覺得和以前的自己好像…然後會陷入整個回憶…
待過往的疼痛喚醒自己的意識…再一個人慢慢舔舐自己的傷口…


其實很多時候…這一類人都很執著…
有時候不明白他們在堅持著什麼…
他們是在期待那個沒有結局的故事的結局還是在等待更大的傷害…
他們就是傻…愛上了…就會像個洋娃娃…任意被擺動…


這一類人…缺點太多…脾氣太臭…不僅任性…而且敏感多疑…
所以要麼不要靠近他們…
要麼就用真心對待他們…
因為他們的心脆的很…傷不起…

这是在说着我吗?超像的...从某人的面子书上share到的一篇文章...
也许对于某些人来说, 我就是那么的任性,脾气不好...
很茫然...

cheer up cheer up!! GO GO GO!!!

it is the 4th day after the basic camp.
what a great basic camp that I never had!
felt the great powerful of teamwork, fight together, cheers together and even cry together!
strongly feel that we are ONE during the moments!
definitely I will attend to the next camp like this then!!
what made me surprise was, I found out two girls who be in the same team with me, they're exactly the same birthday with me~!!! cool~!! UNBELIEVABLE~!!!



^this is my team namely United Kingdom! nice shot~! =)



WE ARE ONE as a team! nice shot~ =)

the girl who stands beside me and knee down in front of me are the girls who exactly same birthday with me~ =)

*Madeline, the girl who stands beside me is the who I told you that she looks similar like you =)


my voice sounds sucked...cuz I've been sacrificed a lot of my voice during the camp.
just like Ah Du's voice singing the song of "他一定很爱你"~ haha...
now my voice is not that sucks dy...hehe...

I really learnt a lot during the camp.

yet I found out what my short term target/dream is...

to be an inservice and learn from the leaders, together!

no matter how difficult it will be.

just to say that I'm willing to learn yet to improve everything in my life.

one of my friend shared this to me, there's an IF in everyone's life.

cuz an IF is just stay between the L and E.

so what would you do if your life has an IF there?

will you take the challenges and do anything that you like without any limitation?

will you dare to do something that you want but something stop you make you can't even move one step forward?

find your brave if you won't.

breakthrough it and overcome it!

Still, I wish I can get what I really want...

Still, I wish you can see my changes, do come to me, do think of me, wherever, whenever...

You are the end point in my heart.