the day of visiting astro

It was 28 Dec, Tuesday.

I've been told that all of us have to gather at 8.30am at college canteen 2.

Honestly, I nearly forgot I need to go for this visit!

Luckily I noticed out my fb msg...phew~

Im'ma like couldn't get in bed and sleep if there's appointment I need to make it early in the morning. Cuz really scared will over slept, and that's the prob, always didn't noticed my alarm rang.

Well, I woke up at 8.15am...

wow~kinda punctual huh?! shit! I did it again!

well, luckily still can make it reach b4 9am at college.

Get into college bus, depart and heading to astro~~

aha! We met My FM radio announcer Lam Tuck Weng 林德荣 and Jeff!

Never realized that our lecturer Ms Loh know Jeff and Ngan Mei Yan them!

Yet, she speaks chinese to them!

haha...cuz we never heard she speak chinese b4 at college...

always speak American English at college with us...

We also met Vivian 卓慧勤, was in the studio preparing her show.

She didn't make up, and she seems ignoring our presence...

what we saw is her unfriendly/smiley face.

In astro, there was few radio station

my fm, hitz.fm, mix fm, era fm and etc...

It seems like all of the workers in astro are carrying either iPhone or Blackberry!

And I found out some of their Blackberry phone cover's colour is same as mine-orange! haha!

It seems like orange colour become one of my favourite colour dy~

And of course we took photos with Lam Tuck Weng and Jeff.

When we visit the radio station part, they passed by the way and some of us request to take photo with them and they said "no problem! we will wait u outside."

When the time to take photo with them, they juz couraging us saying "no need to be shy, juz come over and take photo with us~~" and even remind us to tag them the photos in their my fm fb page.

hmmm....didn't get to see Wan Wai Fun also...=/

Btw, I've met Ngan Mei Yan b4 when I was heading to Times Square Starbucks.

Didn't greet her cuz I was afraid that I recognize wrong ppl...haha...til then I realized that I was not.

Abt the tv station.

aha! there was a lot of tv screen in different sizes! Which differentiate into HD and SD screen.

One of the hitz.fm radio announcer is having a quite good looking face! haha!

But too bad that I dunno his name~ =(

The whole visit took us abt roughly an hour or 2.

Then, we returned to college by college bus.

I was like tortured cuz hv to carry a very heavy bag on my back along to visit astro all the way! > <

bcuz of gotta go work after classes, uniform and shoes inside the bag.

Damn heavy...= =

さよなら ２０１０

我能把我的内心心情表达于这里吗？

你会看到吗？

你是否感觉得到？

... ...

其实心情很是复杂，

当我听到你将离我而去的时候...

呵呵...

很奇怪的，最近常常在想是否我们所想的东西都是相似的...？

其实连自己也不知道到底想怎样？

也许是说不出口的原因吧！

人就是这样吧！

在要失去之前才懂得珍惜。

反正都不由自己去控制，

看情况吧！

挥别2010年，

回望过去，好像这整年其实没什么特别。

展望2011年的到来，希望这新的一年真的可以很不一样！

Be Strong

Are you swimming up stream
in oceans of blue
Do you feel like your sinking?
Are you sick of the rain after all you've been through?
Well I know what you're thinking
When you can't take it
You can make it
Sometime soon I know you'll see

'cause when you're in your darkest hour
And all of the light just fades away
and When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray
Well hang on and be strong

We're taking each step one day at a time
You can't loose your spirit
Let live and let live forget and forgive
It's all how you see it
And just remember keep it together
Don't you know you're never alone

'cause when you're in your darkest hour
And all of the light just fades away
When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray
Well hang on (whoa) and be strong

No you're not defeated
And soon you'll be smiling once again
Then you won't have to feel it
Let it go with the wind
Time passes us by
And know that you're allowed to cry

'cause when you're in your darkest hour
And all of the light just fades away
When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray
Well hang on (whoa) and be strong
(hang on hang on) Be strong
Hold on and be strong

lack of...

new sem started weeks ago...

Bonanza also started weeks ago...

abt 2 weeks remained for the early bird...

I swear I want it very bad!!!

but at this moment like I'm just couldn't let off something and lend my time out to corporate what I really want!

Lack of time

Lack of practising

Lack of confidence

Lack of transportation

Lack of everything!

lack lack lack lack lack lack lack lack lack lack

I would like to ask:

why is there so many things leave together at this very moment??

assignmentssss-due date's coming soon

practising of violin orchestra- almost everyday stay back at the college til night time just to practise for the coming up tarc event ==

arranging my plans...-dunno how to express it...perhaps plan to but no time or car to bring me over

S.U.C.K.S

due to all these facts....

I realized that 24hrs isn't enough for me at this very moment!

I'm not dare to relax at the moment, not even want to relax!

but haven plan my satisfied schedule out yet...

what the hell I'm doing??

like my leg has been chained

couldn't go far away...

[hey come on! aren't you breaking through already?

just keep going on!

you have to!

deep in your mind, if only your dream is strong enough,

nothing's gonna knock you down!]

read one of the partners' blog just now...

the word of INCREDIBLE STRENGTH...

inspired me...

let me end this blog by this word...

Incredible Strength

wish I could carry on this at all time

and,

always keep the faith

May I? Can I?

abt 2 weeks past
it seems not much different either

I thought abt when we'll be back together ?

it's a fool idea, isn't?

but I'm really wish.

people around me do not know the truth
there's scandals on me at some other place
scandals (*with a cold smile*)...it's not true anyway
but sometimes it will make me fade up of this!

whatever it is, I don't care whether 'you' are actually having the good feeling to me or not,
I'mma always wish to treat 'you' as brother, as friend.

whoever, do not approach me with such purpose.
I do not wish to get hurt anymore!
I do not wish to go through the similar condition anymore!

SUCKS

***************
will you think of me when you passby the place that we used to be together, even it's just a second?

ridiculous!

what the hell you want?
make up your mind okay?

完

一切都算结束了
还亏自己说不再认真对待感情
始终还是付出了真情

人家说，什么都骗得过自己
唯独眼泪是骗不了自己的。
也许是真的吧！

很讽刺...
每当自己决心要好好对待人事物时，
总是不如愿所尝。

每当我一天比一天更喜欢你多一点时，
我就会被抛下，得到如此的下场。

全世界再也没有好像我酱“聪明”的人了。

很好~！
你的心的铁质硬度又再被锻炼了。

沉溺...？

加油吧！

Big Bang G-dragon

last night, I dreamt abt him
a Korean hip-hop group
Big Bang- G-dragon (his stage name)
권지용 (his original name in korean)
權志龍 (in chinese)
a rapper, singer, producer and composer
he is just 22 year old.

I dreamt that I met them in a clothing shop, a fitting room
the shop's wall was covered with colours
it was colourful, as shine as what they used to sing a song of
[sunset glow]

I first came approached to Seungri,
and he told me that G-dragon was in the other fitting room.

I thought I miss Taeyang rather than G-dragon?
(because this recent I kept listening of his solo- wedding dress)

finally, I met him.
get to hug him as what a couple will do~
*LOL*
I dunno why I would have a dream like this?

but then I know that it isn't stay last long...
cuz in the end we "broke up" with a very lame excuse...
surprisingly that I didn't cry, not really very sad of it but a little bit...
it seems like I knew what would happen...
and he left me with a shopping bag,
that there were 3 clothes inside the bag.
sweet blue sweater with a cap
sweet pink sweater...etc
all in medium size...
surprisingly, they all fits me very well~!
haha... =]

I thought I don't get to miss my idol very much as the passion seems already passed...

but this dream,
made me thinking of him this recent days~ <3

熬得过去吗...?

我应该熬得过去吧?

像是活在一个自我编制的谎言下...
同时有着疑虑和相信。
相信所谓的奇迹，应该会发生。

怎么我面对着你的时候我什么也说不出
更不知该怎么开口
纵使如此，这也不怎么令我感到懊恼、伤心。
只是觉得都有些无奈。

是我不够了解你吧!
或许过了明年，我们之间会有所“转机”?

我倒还是第一次做人做到酱随便。
不上不下的...一切尽在缠绵中，却又似乎不怎么缠绵。

藕断丝连...

i'm back...

it's been long time didn't update my blog.

this recent i'm having my final exam for 2nd year of diploma.

things changed... ...

i'm still need to move on and on...

no matter how is it gonna be,

i hope i get what i want.

somehow i think, am i living in a lie that i created?

whatever it is, i'm trying to move on...

trying to approach you...

stay stronger by my own,

at least i will not get that hurt if unhappy thing happens.

there's a song that radio plays this recent...

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

But that's alright because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

That's alright because I love the way you lie

Love the way you lie

will be back here soon~ :)

time flies... ...

I'm sure that I got a lot of things I wanna post up on my blog as well as my diary.

But I just don't know what to write and where to start off at the moment sitting in front of the pc.

Feeling is a thing that very abstract and sometimes it is hard to be expressed out by simple words can tell.

To be frank, relationship is one of the things that I would like to express as well.

Well, relationship can be friendship, love and etc.

Am I going to tell the truth on my blog? I wonder...

There's a lot of songs that had made me impressed.

The most impressed was a mandarin song which sung by MayDay-Miss You Much Suddenly

突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆

突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静

最怕朋友突然的关心

最怕回忆突然翻滚

绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息

最怕此生已经决定自己过

没有你却又突然

听到你的消息

Yea...fearing the life has been determined to live by my own, without you

but hear from you suddenly...

Another song is 不屑 sung by 黄鸿升

First time that I can fully understand its lyric from the top and yea...I felt what it's like exactly what the lyric had written.

The feeling was so true~

From a complicated mind to no directionless

It could be like sucks

Feeling is just spreading according to what it wants

What I know is I seems don't really care about what you should do or should not do.

Because I knew if I care about it too much I'll get hurt indirectly.

What I know and have to do by not getting myself to be hurt again is

try not to treat it seriously

unless you make me feel that you really care about me

Time flies...

Time will heal...

But the mark will be left even though the wound is healed.

so sick of love song...

An Ideal Bag~

Finally I get to see what I want!

I'm looking for the bag which suit to formal attire as well as casual too.

Fashionable~

-In leather quality

-Strap can be removable or shortened or lengthened

-Reasonable price

But I'm hesitating which one suits me the most! >.<

Yet, it stated SOLD OUT there...

but I do hope that it is not!!!

Anyone please give me some suggestion~

【Product Details】：

material: PU Synthetic Leather

color: black

features: can fix in A4 size documents
inner: with zip, 1 handphone pocket, 1 zipper pocket

outer: 1 zipper pocket at the back, 2 zipper pockets in front, 2 magnetic pockets at both side, 1 Teddy Bear accessory

【Measurement】：

width (upper) : 36cm

width (bottom) : 37cm

height: 23cm

thickness: 11cm

handle length: 23cm

strap (removable/adjustable) : 67-123cm

【Product Details】：

material: PU Synthetic Leather

color: black

features: can fix in A4 size documents

inner; with zip, 2 handphone pockets, 1 zipper pocket

【Measurement】：

width (upper) : 37cm

width (bottom) : 39cm

height: 31cm

thick: 12cm
handle length: 15cm

strap: 67-125cm

for more details,

please view at the page:

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20th years old birthday

First of all, I'd like to thank all of my friends who given me the greatest wishes and celebrated my birthday. THANK YOU! I'm really appreciate it!

Actually there was nothing extraordinary on my birthday.

Just went out with classmates to Genting Klang, the old place where they go often- Taiwan Cafe,

having lunch there and my birthday cake as well~ =)

I knew that they will celebrate with my birthday. But still, they were trying to give me a surprise, hidden the birthday cake while they reached to the restaurant.

What surprised me was, they were like booking the whole restaurant and came out with an ice-cream birthday cake, and a birthday song is played too.

To be frank, I was a little awkward with that. XP hahaha...

This is what out of my prediction.

The ice-cream cake was tasted good~as well as the cream also.

It was a nice taste cake!

In the flavor of vanilla chocolate chips...and some strawberries and mangoes on the top of the layer of the cream.

Guess what...? The cake was actually hard to cut!

It's pain when holding the plastic cake knife and cut cuz it was very hard!

my birthday cake~DELICIOUS

Taiwan cafe's Taiwanese fried rice~ *thumbs up*

I haven't buy me a present yet.

Thinking whether buy a high heels or a handbag which is in leather quality yet the strap is either removable or can be shortened or lengthened, just to suit both formal attire and casual purposed.

My birthday was like the day of non-stop eating!

Weight and fat is gaining for sure!

Oh my goodness...@.@

Well... I'm sure that I can lose the fat off~wahahahaha...

Actually not really going to on diet~

Of course most of the time i'm not doing that at once so!

Everything just under my control~hehe...

bad day~!!!

It was a raining day today...
went to Genting Klang with classmates just to have our lunch in Taiwan cafe...
as I've been long time didn't go there dy...
It was still raining...the road was like a bit floody...
It is totally useless even though have an umbrella...the rain was heavy...lightning some more!
I dun wish my shoes to be wet inside cuz it will be very smelly for sure yet need to tahan until late evening...so I chose to take off my shoes as well as my socks.
I get out from the car and walked on the floody road with my feet, without wearing anything on it.

There was few dead bodies of cockcroaches!!! It sucks!
I can't imagine and not dare to imagine it how will the feel like if step on their dead bodies!
Urhggg...It's disgusting!
That's why I landing in a quick.
When I landing it, one of my feet is on the floor 1st and the floor was wet, and I was like imbalancing and fell down at the next second!
Straight away I get hit on my back head. shoulder and hips!
The knock's sound was just very loud!
My friends were in a shocked when watching me fall down and heard the loud sound of the knocks.

And now...I can feel that my shoulder got a bit uncomfortable...
Back head's swollened...scared of it might bring up any effect in the future.

What a bad day I had... =.=

Vcon 2010--rock off the world~!!!

Vcon 2010 was the greastest event that I've never been!!
This is my second time been to vcon in Malaysia!
It was held in Stadium Putra, Bukit Jalil.

A 5 days 4 nights event.

Vcon is an event which got training sections- all of the V Partners, Associate V Partners and of course the V Managing Partner and V Managing Director will be on the V stage to give and share their precious experiences. Each of them are all financially free! Each of them are having the huge group of network which come from different countries! Just Boom Shakalaka~

There's only 2 simple words that I can say:

FANTASTIC & UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

An event that full of excitement of mine (and also all of over eight thousand participants) and inspiration!

Eight thousand participants who come from 60 different countries...

Hong Kong, Canada, UK, Australia, Saudi Arabia, Nigeria, Papa New Guinea, Turkey, Tunisia, India, Indonesia, Philippines, Africa, Singapore, Middle East...and so many more!!

Yet there's few more countries that you might never heard of!

What "...tan"...Pakistan, Uzbekistan, etc~

And I realized that Turkish male and female are so handsome and gorgeous
Notice: the right hand side guy is what I meant..~hehe

Partners from Turkey~

1st day to vcon, there was crowded!

This guy with a white shirt and cap is from Tunisia, high energytic that had influenced parts of the people including our group!

There was many flags from different countries but I can't recognize it all! @.@

Look at those guys' hair~haha...colourful~ it's actually fake hair...they wore it as a sign which match to their country's flag.

The 1st night was Gala Night which all of the participants wore their nation costume respectively.
I wore Cheongsam for last year vcon and this year.

It was quite inconvenient but at least better than wearing Sari...

and next year I wish I can wear a nation costume that is easy and comfortable~ or just stick with cheongsam but the skirt is short and with a black legging...haha!

Oh my gosh...it's a long story that I hard to write it out here! I'll try to upload some photos here to describe...

Eating outside of the stadium, main entrance there...

Bought a lot of things~of course some of them are free like brochures, magazines etc

The small note book and pen are given, it was all about recycling as the main purpose. I love all the things given in this year vcon 2010!!! ><

A cute small football which used to match the FIFA world cup cuz it's still in the duration~

Its theme songs were playing during the dancing moment...

every time when we entered into the stadium, there was many rhythmic songs are being played before the section starts, and all the participants will just dance wildly follow the rhythm of the songs and make cheers...

The guy who standing at the middle, from Saudi Arabia. He's handsome~!! and guess how old is he? He's 19 years old! OMG!! damn handsome and tall!!! I will think that he's from western countries if I meet him anywhere outside of this event!

and yet he praised that my English is good~ wahahahahaha~ but I don't think so actually...just ok ok nia~his English is good.

It was day 3, captured right after the event ends, wearing vcon 2010 shirt with the theme "We Are One".

p/s: everybody says that he looks like Justin Bieber...even he himself admit that he is! @.@ but what I think is he looks like Zac Efron (main character in High School Musical) rather than Justin Bieber~ Maybe just bcuz of his hairstyle~

The kid is so cute~!!!

Besides vcon for all the participants, there was another group called v kids which is specially for those participants who bring along their children to vcon.

Standing at the very top seat and take photo with the V stage behind~

Freaking out~! =p

Erm...forgot what country is it already...anyway, its main point is the guy from this country is handsome too~ hahaha....the only thing that I know is they speak their own language, not well in English.

Yea! you're right. He's Nick Vujicic from Australia, who has no arms and legs. He was in our greatest event ever sharing and motivating us!

He's humble. He shared he was tend to commit suicide when he was 10 years old because he doesn't wanna be his parent's burden. But he didn't yet motivate himself until now, he smiles kindly cause he has been experienced the toughest part of his life.

There's no other excuses or toughest part of ours compared to him. Whenever you face problem, please think back of him and you'll find out that you have no excuses or any demands blaming this and that, automatically, you will just shut up and do.

fireworks~~~




wanna go Koh Samui and stay in Prana & Spa Resort by using QVI worth packages and travel all around the world~!!! I knew I can make it!!




2010 FIFA World Cup South Africa Gold Coin!!!




An old man but still very tall! Like "grandpa" hugs his "grand daughter"~fatherly...



A huge "CUT" board~!!




A photo with Singapore partners~







V stage at the middle and half of the stadium was full!! COOL!



My respectful Leader!!!




Ms Donna Imson!!! She's gorgeous and beautiful! I love her!! One of our V partners!!


What an amazing conference it is!!!!!! COOL~!!!!
I'm now seeking the song of it- We Are One
Just know the lyric of the chorus part...

We are one

Globally

Unity

You and me

Hold my hand

Strong and tight

The sky is the limit

Together we fly!

p/s: to see more photos of Vcon 2010, please refer to my facebook photo albums~ =)